there's a genius lurking SOMEWHERE

woke up at about 1pm again. tired of doing the same thing everyday, and i can't (won't) do anything else.

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i realized that if you don't stay in contact with somebody (even for one day), you won't miss them. and it's nice because you don't have to dissect everything they'd say.

I tried it with Mb, and it worked!

You can (sometimes) be in control of your emotions. You can squish that budding fuzzy warm feeling before it bloomed into something big and dangerous. Tried, tested. You can put somebody aside. If you chose to.

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Been reading Megan McCafferty's Sloppy Firsts, J's been bugging me to read that about two years ago, I know I wondered WHY I've been trying to put it off. Geez. Talk about genius. The book reminded me of J and A and PZ. As I was coasting through the e-book I snagged from our ever-reliable Internet earlier at 2am, I read this part and I had a eureka! moment:

"I really missed you tonight. I miss talking to you. Knowing that you get me. And every time I talk to someone else it just reminds me how much they don’t." - Sloppy Firsts

This is probably how I can describe my relationship with J and A. And I'm just so so happy. One word that is definitely applicable to us three (PROVEN): Constant.